This is my last entry.
I've hurt the people I trusted most. Aja and Rosie want nothing to do with me. I didn't know they felt this strongly. They never acted weird around me, so I never really realized I acted selfish. Nobody really told me until the whole Zack thing which I know there was no excuse for.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'm sorry for how I've acted, what I've done, and just the person I am. I know I'm a loser. I know I'm horrible. And I know I'm not worth anyone's forgiveness.
And yes, julia, I know you want me to go die. I fully understand that most people feel that way. I know it's my fault I'm so widely disliked. I would've liked help rather than shunning, but I don't deserve anyone's friendship.
This is not sarcasm...This is sincerity.
I'm sorry to all.
Good-bye.